My pastor announced it! My heart was beating fast. I never explored a new country most certainly not Guatemala. This was something that I knew I wanted to do. It was something I dreamed of doing my whole life. To be able to travel far away from home to help someone less fortunate. It was decided I had to go because this trip would guide me further into the spiritual aspect of my life.

The only thing that was stopping it was me. My parents, given that it was church event, agreed to let me go, even though they did not feel completely comfortable with it. This made me think twice. Should I even go? What if something happens? And suddenly all the hope and excitement was burned so swiftly that it felt as if it was never there.

It was a week later that I declined the offer and the feeling of regret soon washed over me. I knew I had made the wrong decision and from there it has always been in the back of my mind. What if I had just gone on that trip?

There have been multiple times when I have denied myself experiences that could have made a big impact on my life. These choices I have made weren’t always what I wanted to do, but they were what seemed easiest to do in the situation at the given time. It seemed easier for me to stay in my comfort zone and regret, rather than step out and have fun. After all, what did I have to lose?

I carried this mentality until the beginning of December 2012. It was then that I came face to face with my first big decision. I heard it on an announcement. Any girls interested in playing soccer for Stagg come out to the meeting Jan 14. I had always been interested in soccer yet never really had the guts to step out and do it. I knew I had to because this would bring fulfillment from previous regrets.This was the chance to make up for not going to Guatemala.

I wanted to play soccer because of the passion and excitement both the fans and players had after they scored a goal. I had always wondered what that feels like to be a victorious player, but I knew soccer wouldn’t be easy. After all, it was a running sport and running and I aren’t exactly “best friends.” This sport would require hard work, dedication and major discipline. I was definitely not used to. The opportunity was there and no one was stopping me from doing it. I had all the support I needed. It was all up to me to choose if I was willing to do it or, if this would be another regret. Of course I had to do it and I did.

Although it was not easy for me in the beginning I have stuck through it all, the physical and mental conditioning. Being able to be a part of something bigger than my self is definitely a reward. This choice has been beneficial to my life in various ways it has helped me to really enjoy what life has to offer and learn to take opportunities. I think taking the step into doing something new and positive is always the right choice. Although there may be some obstacles I always take time to ask myself did you do what makes you happy? Now I am finally able to say yes, yes I did.